Always.

I wish I could make sense of all that I am feeling right now.  I wish I could describe the experiences that I believe are changing me.  But it doesn't all make sense and I can't explain it in words.  So many highs and lows over these past couple of weeks that have really made me think, reflect, process.

Good exam scores.
Bad exam scores.
Death of loved ones.
Amazing conversations with friends.
Good books.
Spending time with family.
Not wanting to leave when your cousins ask, "Can't you please stay just one more night?"
Beach days in February.
Broken friendships.
Spontaneous adventures.
Playing soccer overlooking the ocean.
Being real and honest....even if it hurts.
Memories that cling to the lyrics of certain songs.

But through the laughter and the tears, the tough conversations, and the screaming-and-dancing-around because-you-are-so-excited, God always provides.  Through everything.  His presence and love are unconditional and never changing.  He is the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow.  I may not understand, and I may question why certain things are happening, but he is faithful.  Always.